photoart: ralph murre
Married
Life
by
Candace Hennekens
My
husband doesn’t want to move
from
the front row at the tractor
pulling
contest in the community park.
I
feel like a picked dandelion
drooping
in a juice glass.
I
worry that my feet in sandals
will
burn without sun block.
My
scalp sweats under my cotton hat.
My
lips feel dry, my throat parched.
I’m
hotter than a desert rock in Death Valley .
He
says I don’t need to sit there.
So,
I beat a retreat to the beer tent
sit
and relax at a table, comparing
notes
with two old farmers about
how
hot we are. Suddenly I am hit
by
a rush of feelings about being married.
I
am inclined to like it. After a while,
I
buy chicken dinners, cold pops,
give
my husband his and return
to
my spot in the tent. Eating
and
drinking, I listen to the announcer
but
I watch my husband, enjoying
our
bond. Suddenly he stands up, comes
my
way, saying we can leave anytime I want.
We
meander past the tractor pull, stop
to
watch a John Deere slowly without
drama
pull the weight wagon all the way
to
the end of the track. That’s a winner,
my
husband says. Then we leave
to
go back home where I can be cool.
~
first published in Rosebud