Showing posts with label Susan M. Firer - poet. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Susan M. Firer - poet. Show all posts

Friday, May 30, 2014

Whitman's Voice

photo: ralph murre


Whitman’s Voice
by Susan M. Firer

He does not sing the poem like Yeats
reciting “The Lake Isle of Innisfree”;  he
simply continent speaks each word, & in between
each bump on the wax cylinder recording
Thomas Edison made of Whitman in 1890,
you hear another Whitman.

You hear Whitman
            interviewing P.T. Barnum,
            with Tom Thumb & the orangutan,
            Mlle. Jane, in the background.
You hear all the gaslight
            drenched operas he attended
            & even smell the peculiar
            l9th century perfumes.
You hear Whitman’s
            body kicks & swim splash & cold water scrubs
            at Gray’s Swimming Bath at the bottom
            of Fulton Street, and
You hear him
            at the corner of Fulton & Cranberry Streets
            in the Rome brothers’ print shop
            setting the type for the first
            LEAVES OF GRASS.
You hear all
            the Nor’easters he sat outside through
            under his tree in the healing country
            under his gray wool blanket
            recovering from a stroke, and
You can even hear the Civil War
            hospital kisses he soft lip-pressed on the often
            never-shaved cheeks of the dying
            soldiers he nursed.
You hear him ask them: “Stamps?
            Licorice?
            Can I write a letter home for you?”

And in his American-formed voice inflected with canaries,
            locomotives, and turkeys,
            you hear electricity & his wild throat
            muscles.  Each syllable is a tableau:
Six year old Walter in the arms of Lafayette,
young teacher Walter playing baseball with his students,
Whitman at Poe’s reburial in Baltimore
            (the only literary figure to attend),
            Walter in Brooklyn purchasing his first
            silver watch, gold pencil, frock coat,
            & loud singing on top an omni-
            bus in New York.
You see Whitman in the Astor Library
            blowy from the ferry, a copy of CONSUELO
            in his hands, a bit of George Sand’s
            cigar smoke about his ears & beard.
            You see coffee & beefsteak eating Walt &
            l857 hard pressed for money Walt
            watching his Talbot painting and his
            few other belongings taken by lawyers
& carried out & through the streets –
            all for a $200 debt.
You see Walt visiting
            with brown velvet-suited Oscar
            Wilde, with Longfellow, with Thoreau,
            &, of course, with Emerson.
There’s Walt swimming & loping at Coney Island
            & writing: “The polka increases in popularity,”
            & even (I am not making this up) walking
            & loving walking the streets of Milwaukee!
You see nude sun-bathed, mud-bathed lame Walt
            at Timber Creek wrestling with saplings
            trying to strengthen his stroke-weakened
            arms & legs.
You even see old white-bearded Whitman
            napping in his wheelchair
            in front of his Mickle Street Camden window,
            like a “great old Angora Tom,”
            like a snowy owl.

And in each syllable, you hear transformation.
            You hear his dream
breath, his sighs
as he studies the night
            sky patterns, hieroglyphics,
            phrenology, & lexicology.
You hear him call through the centuries
            to all his young apprentices:  “Hen,
            oh, why, Hen.”
And if you are very still when listening,
            you can hear him rubbing lilacs
            in his beautiful, white beard, & I swear,
            you can hear him swallow a strawberry.

Here, on my CD made from Edison’s wax cylinders
is sapling planting Walt,
America’s great slang coloratura
word hero, plainly speaking; venerable Walt
saying his hymn of vowels & consonants.
And really his voice is much like the Long Island
pond and spring water he wrote about:
“The water itself has a character of its own,”
said Whitman, “It is deliciously sweet
--it almost has a flavor.”

~ previously published in Milwaukee Does Strange Things To People



Thursday, May 16, 2013

Lilacs

digital collage: ralph murre


Lilacs
by Susan M. Firer

Before his doctor cut into his
7th cervical disk,
like an old Swede’s goat he clumped
climbed the black garage roof next door
thump thump to throw
down on me the lightest, most
fragrant bunches of lilacs.  I lusted
for the lilacs, the drunk
lilacs, the purple flabellum,
spodumene, sumptuous benedictional lilacs,
the Nerudian excessive lilacs.
Neruda’s desk came to him from a wave
off Isla Negra.  “Matilde! Matilde!
My desk!  My desk!” he yelled,
spotting the wood in the ocean.
Together Matilde and Neruda
“went down to the beach and sat
on the sand, waiting for a wave
to wash up the wood….”
Neruda placed the wood ocean view
in front of a window and placed
a photo of young Whitman on it &
a photo of old Whitman on it.
How Whitman loved lilacs.  You can
smell lilacs when you read Whitman.
Breathing lilacs our house falls dark
around us, drops like night clothing
days’ faces.  Convalescent hearted
lilac pilgrims cannot stop breathing
the wet dark lilac nights.
Put a bed of lilacs down
and I will meet you.  We will not sleep.
Friends all over are falling.
There are so many ways to fall.
Lilacs offer their transfusions.
In the Houghton Mifflin New
College Edition of AMERICAN HERITAGE
DICTIONARY OF THE ENGLISH
LANGUAGE, on page 757 (like/limb),
they show photos of the perfectly-postured
lily & the very well-behaved lily
of the valley.  What about lilacs?  I write
the editors.  What about scratch & sniff lilacs?
All over late May, lilacs like burglars
surround outbuildings,
& houses, & hospitals, & bus stops.
(On your way to your morning
bus, if you stop to pick Gabriel’s lilacs,
you will miss your bus.)
Lilacs heal lovers’
quarrels, and I swear they floated
the ship from Singapore
anchored outside our Memorial
Day lake breakwater,
making the huge ship look
like a ghost ship,
floating on lilac water.  You
already know a lot about a girl
if you see her carrying a sprig of lilacs,
if she tucks a sprig in her hair,
if she bathes in an evening tub
full of lilacs and water.
Night commendatory lilacs brush
the windows with lavender stars
of fragrance.  Dirigibles
of lilacs cover us beautifully
as a garden’s bell cloche.
I raise my lilac scratched arms
for the mammogram lady.
She arranges my breasts on her
just spray cleaned plastic plate
like cut flowers.  I believe in evening
she might be giving a formal dinner.
So much is conjecture,
subjective, history.
In the Downer Theatre yellow-starred,
emerald-green-tiled ticket booth,
the ticket seller sits like a fortune
teller.  She has put a wavy-script sign
in her window.  It reads: HOLD ON
TO YOUR MONEY OR IT WILL BLOW AWAY.
It should read: LILACS ARE ALWAYS
LOVELY.  They sign pleasure (On our
dark, night living
room floor, he surrounds me with lilacs
& whispers, “Now you mustn’t move).
Tulips & pumpkins trip me.
I feel misplaced as poodles
in Lake Michigan.  Poodles in Lake Michigan!
My mother told me I was mailed to earth
in an envelope of lilacs,
there is not one reason to disbelieve her.
In lilac days, my mouth full
of ripe, yellow starfruit,
I swallow and listen to the already almost
lilium & tomatoes & delphiniums &
the always too brief flowering lilacs.
In the dark I sneak
out on the soft, moon shine yarrow-
yellow-caterpillar like seed softened
sidewalks.  I stand pelted by soft
green maple seed wings that helix fall
wind whip to earth.  (In sunlight
the children will split & wear
on their noses the same winged seeds.)
I stand in the ample
lilacs, the only flower with enough
fragrance to convert everyone
in the city to crime.
Dorothy visited the Emerald City.  Yearly
I surrender myself to the unrestrained
wash rabble lilacs,
the windy caravan of lilacs,
the narcoleptic steambath
invitation of lilacs.


                        ~ first published in The Iowa Review